Loving Reverie

When you refuse to grow up and be a man that can engage in a committed relationship, you end up losing the good ones. You dump them because of fear or they leave you. One day, you end up with a woman who puts with up your immature shit. She doesn't mind being a warm orifice for your release. She doesn't mind fornication without commitment or sharing you with other women. She seems to accept and love you just the way you are but let me tell you, my boy, love cannot exist without self-respect. No self-respecting woman would be a side dish that allows your dick to roam wherever. That person isn't capable of love. She is with you for what you can do for her so she pretends to love & accept you because your fame & money can buy her a career.

She made you feel understood & loved but she was using you. She's a vampire sucking the life out of you and the world. The price of being a man who refuses to grow up is biting you in the ass. You are shackled with a soulless bitch, a female version of Donald Trump, orange and wrinkly. Many friends have warned you about her but you refused to see it. They are sick and tired of watching you shooting heroine. Some have retreated to find solace.

If you can love a thing without soul or substance, good for you. Is your love enough for her to feed on without terrorizing the world with deception? It has not so something is missing. If you have found love, please retreat into your bubble of loving reverie and leave us the fuck alone. Stop the PR articles and staged kissing photos.

If you have an inkling that you have been used, lied to, and made into a fool and you want to be free from the evil it, channel your inner Buddha, and have a conversation with him. You still have a few fans sending prayers, follow the hope they send you and find your way out of the deception you allow because you refuse to heal the broken parts of your soul. You allow the Sociopath to gain control because you didn't want to stop being a boy in a candy store and become a man that was good enough for an honest woman with a beautiful soul. I believe in redemption. I believe in a million chances but you have to choose it.