Goddess of Deception

This piece is from a series called Century of the Self. The text that stands out to me is "I have myself to blame. I deserve more.” I understand the language and the meaning this is meant to convey. For those in a relationship where you are not being valued as you should, this is meant to encourage you to leave, to know that you deserve more, to take responsibility for being in an abusive relationship or for being with someone who doesn't value you. But for an “artist” that we know is the truest form of narcissism, this painting takes on a different meaning. After all, actions speak louder than words.

For Alexandra Grant, the person, most of us have pegged as a narcissist, this piece of art is terrifying in its revelation. It is her plans hidden in plain sight. She wants more from Keanu. She thinks she deserves more. She deserves more than being known as his long-time friend, his business partner, his collaborator or co-author of his books. She wants to be known as a goddess and a savior, the only public girlfriend since Jennifer Syme's death in 2001 (according to the tabloids). If you want to be a goddess, I anoint you the goddess of Deception. The goddess of Fake News. The goddess of the Paparazzi. The goddess of the Tabloids. Fake. Deceitful. Cheap. You thrive on the back of honest, loving people and the grave of the dead. Dearest goddess, when you lie and manipulate at this scale, you are bound to awaken some enemies. The dead are awakened. The Titans are awakened. They are coming. They will stomp on, chew and spit out all things deceitful, fake and cheap.

On behalf of @robinwood_thereturn I anoint you the goddess of the Underground Parking Lot. Robinwood, your artistic talent is greatly missed. Happy New Year everyone, welcoming the year of truth.

PR Hostage

A, how about another honest chat? Let's not pretend the appearance of you and Keanu everywhere, holding hand is anything but a PR game to make you rich and famous. Whether there is a romantic relationship or not, a game is being played. The buzz created by the paparazzi photos and tabloid articles are meant to echo your name around the world and it is being done through Keanu's name, which defies the tabloid statement that you love him for who he is. You love his name for what it can do for you. 

As early as February of this year, you were linking yourself to Keanu and there are photos of you with other people and nothing to do with K but he is hashtag in it, showing your agenda for fame and fortune.

For an unknown artist, you have a lot of fan pages, run by Keanu fans. I heard you sent gift to them and give them head up on when and where Keanu was staying and it happens when he was in Italy and Japan.

I want to clarify a few things and help make this games more convincing. There is such a thing as going overboard, for example, you being a savior and a goddess. A goddess possess the quality of eternal youth and beauty and you are a bit lacking in it. I have avoid commenting on your looks as it is not important regarding you as a person. Only your personal characters determine you, but since I am trying to help you be more convincing with the PR game, I have to be blunt. You were mistaken for a 70-year-old lady, Helen Mirren. You should not portrayed yourself as a goddess or a savior. It highlights your delusion of grandeur. What exactly are you saving him from? Joy? Happiness? Peace of mind? The love and support of his fans?

Lastly, on your next photo op, get K to look in your eyes, lovingly. Instead of gripping his hand in a deadly grip, hold it with lightness and love. You are in love, right? Let love guide you into a natural way of being and interacting.

At present, most photos of him with you look like he's being held hostage. I hope this was helpful.

Fake Keanu Account

Anyone using Keanu picture and name, pretending to be him is FRAUD. Keanu is not on social media. There is a huge scam of people pretending to be Keanu and people have lost their life saving falling for the scam. Very heart breaking, some have committed suicide. Follow @guardiansofkeanureeves for more info.

On this, I wish Keanu team make a public statement to make it harder for the scammers to continue. Just be careful, everyone.

Be Kind, Not Blind

It's fine to express our disappointment with K but we don't know all the details or how it will end... Let's hold off on outright criticisms on a situation we cannot fully understand. Turning people against K is what AG wants. Let's not do her job for her or make it so easy.

The Consequences of Dishonesty

This call and response has been fun, wouldn't you agree, A? You peruse different websites like LSA, Ugossip, IG accounts and comments, then respond to them. When we call your philanthropy fake, you post and ask other people to post your acts of charity, which turn out to be the biggest act of self-promotion, donating your arts and logo as a form of advertisement, then calling it philanthropy. Since people have been calling you a FAME WHORE, an article in the tabloid came out claiming that you love Keanu for who he is and you do not want to be famous. This is faker than denture and almost as toxic as the tattoo ink in your body. Fakest of all fake news. 

For someone willing to use dead babies to promote herself, your form of poison is fame, pure and simple. You are responding to the fame whore title but there are too many proof out there that it is true. Beside, K's deceased baby and baby Lena, you have also been spreading rumors of all the things that made being in a "relationship" with Keanu difficult. That is not someone who love him for who he is. You are using him for what he can do for you. Using his fans from Italy and France to run your fan accounts, creating a fan account for Dan Laustsen, then using that account to promote your books. Setting up book signing where most of K's fans attended, including some stalker fans with no security in place. You want fame so much, you are willing to do it at the expense of other people's safety and reputation and in particular, dead babies. Poor Ava and Lena. Fame whore is tame to describe what you are.


I heard that you promise those fans running your fan pages a private meet and greet with Keanu and you even befriend the stalker fans so you can manipulate them to do your bidding. Is this true, A? If not, I apologize.

Rumors and tabloids seem to be the source information on you. If you did, I would be very afraid… Crazies will turn against you when promises are not kept. For your sake, I hope this rumor has no truth to it.

Standing by K

Posted on Lipstick Alley. Repost just because... In truth, this is us looking at K, asking him to do the right thing.

The Tabloids PR Games

The hand-holding at LACMA is the ultimate PR GAME. Here are a few articles that hit the tabloids within the following days and the buzz from it benefits Alexandra Grant. Her IG followers increased and other media outlets parrot each other brainlessly. The internet compliments Keanu Reeves on dating an age-appropriate woman and Grant for not dying her hair, defying the beauty industry. STFU Grant. Don't complain about the attention. You did this. You want fame and did not realize that fame does not equate adoration.

PR requires manipulation and using all angles to create positive images, but what is nauseating is the usage of his stillborn daughter and the death of her mother, Jennifer Syme to portray Keanu as a man living with 20 years of grief and depression and AG as his savior. I know what the story is meant to do. Make us believe in love and redemption. But having observed the game since June 2019, this was a new low, dark and ugly and the shape of it permeated everybody that it was meant to benefit, designer friend who dressed AG for her paparazzi photo walks, the Lowell Ryan project that gives AG her solo show, upcoming event at Marfainvitational and possibly others that we are not aware of yet. I understand and ignore most PR games but this is sordid at a level that cannot be ignored. They stomped on the grave of a baby that didn't even have a chance to breathe and it is unforgivable. The record needs to be set straight. The dead should be allowed to rest in peace. They are NOT prop to promote a talentless artist. This is a narcissistic game played by someone without a soul. 

I have not made a final conclusion on the depth of Keanu's involvement. Did he agree to the hand holding for innocent buzz to promote Xabs publishing or did he plan with AG on the kind of articles that need to be published, digging JS and Ava's grave and pissing in it?

Well K, you are the only one that can save yourself. You still have time to redeem yourself but do it quick. The people who still believe in your goodness is diminishing. We are standing on a sinking ship. We may have to abandon it. Toss the lifeline, be truthful, and accept the consequences.

Entrepreneur of the Undertaker

Chocolate, tombstone, stillborn baby, tragic dead in car accident, her soul, somebody else soul, Keanu's bath water, dick pictures, you name it and Alexandra Grant will sell it all. Entrepreneur of the undertaker. Nothing and I mean nothing is off.

The Tombstone Scheme

Alexandra Grant is buckling a tombstone in the front seat of her car and taking good care of it because she is making a documentary about her journey to take it home. In truth, it's not about taking the tombstone home, it's about making herself looks like a wonderful caring person that would drive across country to return a baby tombstone. IF she was a good person, she would have contacted the historical society to assist with finding where the tombstone belong and return it right away. Instead, she kept it for 11 years and even tried to sale it on eBay until she was contacted by authority and told that it was a felony to sell historical items. This tombstone also become a big part of her financial scheme as she sells t-shirts with a picture of the tombstone.

The Christmas Dinner

A strange Christmas dinner where the participant is "putting the fun in dysfunctional" and one particular guest seems lost in a land of shadow (I'm referring to you, K). Your long face stands out at this festive event where everyone was playing the role of clown. Again, why the long face? I think you nose might have also gotten longer. Were you MIA for that month because you were trying to shape your nose back to its regular size?

There is no doubt, a PR game has been played since June 2019, but what role are you playing? A guy being held hostage and forced to attend fashion shows, museums, dinners and other social events or are you playing the role of the grateful, demure guy who have been saved from a life of misery, saved from the 20 years of depression that had lingered due to the loss of your child? If you have been saved and your heart has been mended, please smile. These confusing roles you played makes your fans think they are being gaslighted.

Keanu, the private guy whose friends and family have always respected his privacy and do not post pictures of family gathering seems to have disappear this year. Ok, there are a few piranha that does post pictures of your home and pool in order to boost their status, but for the most part, we have not been privy to family gathering until the Christmas dinner where videos were shared on two different accounts, cousin Nanea and China Chow who may or may not be an ex-girlfriend or a former FWB.

A strange occurrence indeed. A twilight kind of world. Let me ask again, are you participating in a PR game that goes against your own inner integrity or are you fully participating? If you are a participant of the PR game, please do a better job of looking like a guy who have been saved and have finally found the love of his life. Nice matching sweaters, but do sit closer next time. The distance between you and Ms. Grant makes it seems like you have a bag of dead body between you. I'm just saying… That's what it looks like.

Capitalistic Philanthropist

Alexandra Grant and her idea of philanthropy. Pay attention to me and my love logo. I spread love on the wall, on the garage, on the roof. I am a philanthropist because that's how I sell myself. Giving in order to capitalize on it and make money from it later by selling products with my love logo. A capitalistic philanthropist. 

Psychic's Prediction

Psychic Christian Dion made a prediction in June 2019 of Dark Times for Keanu. With all of our prayers and love, we had hope that he would leave the darkness behind and start with the light of truth in 2020.
With the photos from yesterday dinner being posted on China Chow story and his cousin Nanea's story, darkness and depression have returned to his fandom.

Some are questioning the authenticity of these photos but it was posted on two different accounts. What is the purpose of this deception? They would have to hate him to post it because fans are barking with revulsion and questioning everything they loved about him... I'm pondering what else Christian Dion know. Do tell us. Dark Witch? Dark Aura? Gold Digging Bitch? An iron clad prenup? A creep and a dark force? What else? When the fuck will it all end?

Fighting for the Truth

We all have been punched in the gut from last night Christmas photos. I stayed up late comforting some of you and being comforted. Tears were shed and some of it were mine. We are still talking, venting, working through our emotions of disappointments and hurt. This is a Christmas we won't forget and I'm so thankful that I met all of you, those I have chatted with in DM, those that I responded to under different posts. Even some of you that I have never responded to but your comments are beautifully written and full of insights. I appreciate every one of you who took the time to read and comment.

This has not changed what I believe to be true or want to do. I believe that AG is a narcissist and is trying to manipulate at a global scale and I feel compelled to speak up and provide a balance against it. I don't know if it will make a difference in the grander scheme but I only know that I have to do it. I will continue to speak and write as long as there is something that demands an expression.
Last night was painful and we are wondering if K is part of this scheme, knowing full well that the world needs to be manipulated and his fan base needs to be used for her to become famous. I can't answer that for you because I don't know the answer. I only know that the truth has to be exposed and if K was part of this all along, then that has to come out and he will face the consequences of his actions.

I love you all. Cry if you have to, then pick yourself off that floor. Stay strong. I need you. The truth need you. Don't abandon us now.

Long Face

You are with family and "loved ones", what's up with the long face?

Oh K, what a disappointment you are.

She used the death of your child to benefit her career. Why are we the one fighting for her?

You should be the one to protect her memory and dignity.

I feel sick right now. Not for you but for her.

Merry Christmas

If Keanu Reeves and I were to have kids, this is exactly how they would look. Merry Christmas from our family to yours. Enjoy time with your loved ones. I hope I put a smile on your face, as big as that smiling rosescented.

Credit to whoever created it. You are talented.